I don't know why I'm still crying buckets for Loriel. I'm going to miss her when she's gone. I don't know if I'll have the heart to look for another place to play her when she did so poorly on Ashes. Maybe it would have been better to be a bitch from the start. I made her very Seelie, trying desperately to be a good girl in order to please the people that mattered to her. Family was everything to her, and to love and be loved was what she dreamed of. Ravella hit the nail on the head with her tarot reading, early on in the game. She said Loriel wanted to be the sun for someone, and for someone to be the sun for her. I think her emotions were so intense that they seemed cartoony or fake to people. But that's the essence of being Elenar, you're always going a step over the line.